The invisible force occupies every sphere of my brain and permeates throughout my entire body. There has never been a time in my life that it didn’t hold me hostage. By the time I was able to fuse coherent thoughts together it was too late and I didn’t know where the exit was to escape. If I could see it, touch it, reason with it, maybe I would have a chance to survive it. Instead I only feel it and hear it. It’s message is a constant in my life. Where did it come from? Why did it pick me? I had love and encouragement, but somehow it still found me. It seeped into my life so slowly I never saw it before it consumed me.
And that my
friends is effed up thinking.
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Amanda Kelly spent her entire life trying to control every
aspect of it, while striving for perfection. Her obsession with being perfect,
along with her feelings of worthlessness, consumed her. The one thing she
thought was perfect in her life was the bond she shared with her best friend,
Noah.
Everything was going according to her life plan until she
woke up one day and realized she had fallen in love with him. The one thing she
couldn’t control was the affect he had on her. Noah had the power to give her
one hundred lifetimes of happiness, which also gave him the power to completely
devastate her. He was the one thing in her life that was perfect, but she
couldn't allow herself to have him.Her life begins to unravel. Events take over and force her to let go of her dreams and desires. She needs to realize that a person cannot control the events in their life, only their reaction to them...but will it be too late for her to save her relationship with her best friend? Present Perfect is a story of how past events have present consequences and how perfect your present could be if you stopped fighting and just allowed it to happen.
